How do you know when things have gone so wrong that the issue is no longer resolvable?  How can you make a judgement call to walk away when you dont want to and more importantly, don’t know what you have done wrong to start with?

Previous experience has taught me one thing.  Set your ground rules and don’t give way or else people will take advantage and walk all over you.  I have my set rules.  Check.  I’m certainly no push over.  Check.  But what happens if someone treats you in the wrong way and has come at you from an unexpected angle?

How do you deal with this problem then? Am I over – reacting?  Being selfish and self-centered?  Or is what I’m feeling real and not just some dramatised, attention seeking self induced issue?

Sometimes I think it would be better if I was in a coma.  Then life would know exactly who mattered the most.  Would anyone actually miss me?  And by anyone, I mean the important ones?

I didn’t want to argue.  I want to be looked after, but instead, 90% of the time, I get spoken to like shit.  Treated like a mother looking after their child.  I never know where I stand or the true feelings of anything anymore.

The odds are not favourable.